Short term happiness and unhappiness

It's ended. Such a short term relationship. Thanks for the sweetness anyway. Thank you. From now on, I would like to say, I prefer to leave you more than to be with you. We are not suitable for each other at all as I thought before. It's hard to breath when you were not here. Now only I know I can't stop thinking of you when you were not here. It's been too hard and troublesome for me though. Good luck to you. Bye, my man.

Mystery

There's something mystery about me and you. I wonder what's between us actually. I used to attend to classes, works and YUMCHA session with my friends and of course, wait for your message.

But seems like, since we've found that we are standing at the different edge of opinion, we are not about so closed with each other as we were used to before.

My temper was bad previously, but i felt something weird this time, when we were just started, I've found that I can even stand with the things i couldn't accept and I accepted as unexpected, like it and love it surprisingly.

Did you change my mind? I can't even answer this question with my own logical thinking. What I know is just, I can't give you up easily, but seems like, you are trying so hard too. Aren't you?

To be honest, I was thinking about giving up, but, I've changed my mind, I think I can't leave it as easy as I thought actually.

PS: Don't do things regrets.

I'm ruined

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Since the incident, we can't even talk properly due to you have aslo your own pressure, so do I, I do really hope we can be like the days that we've just met before. It was so sweet and even it is so memorable for me now neither. You are still the one which is my first priority. Dear, how I wish I can address you like this rather than others, at least our privacy moments.

Wee Wee, I don't think you will read my blog now, I would like to tell you, when you told me that you don't wanna talk to me, I feel so heartache you know? Since the day I fell in love with you, I know you are the one who can hold my hand for the entire life. However, occupation is your first priority. This is the only thing I know, others, I don't really know. Have no idea at all.

I don;t even can assure that what kind of relationship we having now you know? You are still confusing me. Yes, you are.

I know you don't wanna talk to me with your bad mood because you've got really no mood to talk and you don't wanna spoil my mood as well. I think this is the best way for me to convince myself from missing you badly.

These few days I did go out with friends until late night even I was so damn tired and exhausted. This is just because I can;t stop myself from thinking of you and missing you. I cried, when I saw your message and told me that you had no mood to chat with me. At that moment, I still need to pretend that I was so tough and cheerful.. smile to you and what so over instead my heart was like bleeding.. I don't know when can I meet the cheerful you again, or when only you will talk to me again, or when only this kind of misty relationship can be cleared ? I wonder..

I thought

no more cheerful post for today. i went to lunch and sweet chatted with my man. it was happy. but not for now. happiness wont last long. I think I was thinking too much. how come every time also the same. i'm tired. i'm waiting for , something and i dont know what's that.

Malacca Trip with my MAN

How I wish I can pause everything in those two days. I do have the best ever memories which is given by you so far. I'm touched by you. Seriously, my man <3

I would like to tell you that, I love you so much. here's the photos:\

THANK YOU SO MUCH, WEE WEE

*DEAR* <3

Yes, you are the agua

Seriously, I think I fall for u but it's not the "should" for me to fall for u huh. U hinted me not to love u right? I got it man. So, I guess this is the last time for us to date with each other. I'm afraid that I can't pull myself out of it if dragging longer. Yes, you are the stupid and agua as I mentioned. And I think again, I'm in love with you u.

Friend wor... ? Haahhaha

Pei Wen told me about you guys do have a secret garden . That's a privacy group chat among you guys. I was on fire when I heard about it. Anyway, I won't blame anyone of you. There's no point for me to do those stupid on you guys. It's just wasting my time. I'll treat how you treat me. Friendsss...

You added pei Wen but never add me in? HahH. WTF!

Confession

You told me," you've control my mind. I can't stop thinking of you ". At first I was sooooooooo happy you know? After that I think of cheating, I'm afraid that you are cheating me or else kidding with me. That's the reason why I don't want to tell you straight because I'm afraid that you are falling for others but not me.

My best friend told me that, you are trying to confess to me. This one of course i know but the thing is I must make sure of it at the first place so that I won't make any mistake again. It's tired of curing my mistake again so I'm gonna make things cleared before I begin this relationship.

Last night we went to sing k until the late night and I was laughing like mad woman. Although I was so tired but I enjoyed with it. I felt sp sweet when you sang love songs to me. It did. Anyway, thanks lot. LOVE

I'm falling in love with scissors =)

Oh my godness! I'm falling for u!!! I feel the happiness when I'm with you, scissors! I hope to laugh like this everyday, indirectly I hope to see u as much as we can if possible of Cz... Oh my god. Never thought of having movie with you like this! I'm so sleepy and thanks for the ride and the movie yea. <3

Good night to yea!! <3

=)

You are totally different from the first time I saw you. You were just way too cool when talking to me but from just now you are definitely change my first impression from bottom of my heart seriously.

I've learn lessons from previous one although you are bit different with them but I don't mean to compare, i should not own you for that much since we are just friend or maybe customer - supplier relationship. Therefore, thanks for the meal n laughter u gave just now. Tomorrow will be your free day!! Okie ? Let's deal with it huh! Hehe~

Good night to you la. Again, thanks lot!!

Should I say that I've found you?

Hmm, I remember the first time we met was bout one year ago regarding to our job issues. The second time as well. We were supposed to meet up again previously due to the job thingy but we didn't because you were so busy.

There's a long story I wanted to say but I guess I'm just a little girl for you, that's why, i need to stop here to talk about you anymore.

I saw your status was mentioning about someone that i might be jealous on it. Therefore, there's no point for me to mention about you anymore right?

I'm now so busy about my job and study recently, currently. Please do bear my mind, never close to me if you don't mean to. okie? That's enough for me.

At this moment, I need to handle my work and study with a balancing point, there's no space for me to put any relationship in between at this type of peak moment alright?

Guy, if we are meant to be a couple, we will be for sure. Otherwise just don't waste your time on me and don't expect me to waste my time on you.

Take care.