Tuesday, November 15, 2011
Short term happiness and unhappiness
It's ended. Such a short term relationship. Thanks for the sweetness anyway. Thank you. From now on, I would like to say, I prefer to leave you more than to be with you. We are not suitable for each other at all as I thought before. It's hard to breath when you were not here. Now only I know I can't stop thinking of you when you were not here. It's been too hard and troublesome for me though. Good luck to you. Bye, my man.
Sunday, November 13, 2011
Mystery
There's something mystery about me and you. I wonder what's between us actually. I used to attend to classes, works and YUMCHA session with my friends and of course, wait for your message.
But seems like, since we've found that we are standing at the different edge of opinion, we are not about so closed with each other as we were used to before.
My temper was bad previously, but i felt something weird this time, when we were just started, I've found that I can even stand with the things i couldn't accept and I accepted as unexpected, like it and love it surprisingly.
Did you change my mind? I can't even answer this question with my own logical thinking. What I know is just, I can't give you up easily, but seems like, you are trying so hard too. Aren't you?
To be honest, I was thinking about giving up, but, I've changed my mind, I think I can't leave it as easy as I thought actually.
PS: Don't do things regrets.
But seems like, since we've found that we are standing at the different edge of opinion, we are not about so closed with each other as we were used to before.
My temper was bad previously, but i felt something weird this time, when we were just started, I've found that I can even stand with the things i couldn't accept and I accepted as unexpected, like it and love it surprisingly.
Did you change my mind? I can't even answer this question with my own logical thinking. What I know is just, I can't give you up easily, but seems like, you are trying so hard too. Aren't you?
To be honest, I was thinking about giving up, but, I've changed my mind, I think I can't leave it as easy as I thought actually.
PS: Don't do things regrets.
Thursday, November 3, 2011
I'm ruined
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Since the incident, we can't even talk properly due to you have aslo your own pressure, so do I, I do really hope we can be like the days that we've just met before. It was so sweet and even it is so memorable for me now neither. You are still the one which is my first priority. Dear, how I wish I can address you like this rather than others, at least our privacy moments.
Wee Wee, I don't think you will read my blog now, I would like to tell you, when you told me that you don't wanna talk to me, I feel so heartache you know? Since the day I fell in love with you, I know you are the one who can hold my hand for the entire life. However, occupation is your first priority. This is the only thing I know, others, I don't really know. Have no idea at all.
I don;t even can assure that what kind of relationship we having now you know? You are still confusing me. Yes, you are.
I know you don't wanna talk to me with your bad mood because you've got really no mood to talk and you don't wanna spoil my mood as well. I think this is the best way for me to convince myself from missing you badly.
These few days I did go out with friends until late night even I was so damn tired and exhausted. This is just because I can;t stop myself from thinking of you and missing you. I cried, when I saw your message and told me that you had no mood to chat with me. At that moment, I still need to pretend that I was so tough and cheerful.. smile to you and what so over instead my heart was like bleeding.. I don't know when can I meet the cheerful you again, or when only you will talk to me again, or when only this kind of misty relationship can be cleared ? I wonder..
Since the incident, we can't even talk properly due to you have aslo your own pressure, so do I, I do really hope we can be like the days that we've just met before. It was so sweet and even it is so memorable for me now neither. You are still the one which is my first priority. Dear, how I wish I can address you like this rather than others, at least our privacy moments.
Wee Wee, I don't think you will read my blog now, I would like to tell you, when you told me that you don't wanna talk to me, I feel so heartache you know? Since the day I fell in love with you, I know you are the one who can hold my hand for the entire life. However, occupation is your first priority. This is the only thing I know, others, I don't really know. Have no idea at all.
I don;t even can assure that what kind of relationship we having now you know? You are still confusing me. Yes, you are.
I know you don't wanna talk to me with your bad mood because you've got really no mood to talk and you don't wanna spoil my mood as well. I think this is the best way for me to convince myself from missing you badly.
These few days I did go out with friends until late night even I was so damn tired and exhausted. This is just because I can;t stop myself from thinking of you and missing you. I cried, when I saw your message and told me that you had no mood to chat with me. At that moment, I still need to pretend that I was so tough and cheerful.. smile to you and what so over instead my heart was like bleeding.. I don't know when can I meet the cheerful you again, or when only you will talk to me again, or when only this kind of misty relationship can be cleared ? I wonder..
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